Did you think I was this super spiritual person, who sees God at work in everything and glides through life on a silver cloud, never perturbed by anything? Well that is not me. I have to work at seeing the truth that God is indeed at work in everything, and at times I feel low and depressed. Life isn't a bowl of roses and some times are harder than others. We are all living in hard times the world over, but we in the West have to realize that we are still far better off than many in the third world. Many of them have no prospect of a ventilator if they become ill. My problem comes from getting very cold two days ago. I hadn't realized how cold it was in the garden and by the time I went indoors I needed to put on a heavy fleece and to have a hot water bottle on my lap. I began to think I might have a chill and that perhaps I was laying myself open to catching the corona virus. I am used to short bouts of depression. But it makes me wonder how others are coping. so many people have seemingly insurmountable money worries at this time. We have had our lives turned upside down. Now is the time to think about God. What is He saying to you? Have you lived your life thus far without Him in your planning for the future? Now is the time to realize that God will not be left out. Now is the time to repent and turn to Him for forgiveness in Jesus. If you find Him you will find a future infinitely better than the one you had planned.
It was time for me to stop chattering on, thinking I knew so much and could teach the World how to believe. Just like everyone else I have had a time of thinking things through. Suddenly the world changed over night and we were left alone with our own thoughts. What IS the meaning of life? What really matters to me? How important is family? How important are friends and those people who are more than acquaintances? Can I live without them? I'm beginning to realize how isolated I had become. Most of my meals were alone, that is before Covid. We crazily live our lives in isolation and find that this means throwing away so much good food because you can't eat a whole cauliflower on your own before it's too far gone. A tin of baked beans is too much for one and you don't fancy sardines on toast two days running. Life is built around being together, even if it's only two of you. You don't have to live in the same house, you can share with a neighbo...
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